Battling between my heart and mind
Knowing what’s right and not ok

Heart yearning for that attention and fulfillment my mind knows is make believe

My world ain’t no fairytale

My true love is not my prince charming…

Love was never enough and still not proving to be

“Holding back your feelings will save yourself from others, but never from yourself”

Will saying how I feel for the sixth year in row, the millionth time… will it make a difference?

Will taking the first step for friendship look how I want it too…

Too many risks,
Risks I’ve taken before on the same one
For the same reason
For this reoccurring feeling deep inside

Tears will just have to do as my outlet
Words can’t seem to ever express,
Nor fix what my mind and heart working together are able to imagine