YOU GOTTA BE ABLE TO LOOK YOURSELF IN THE EYE
IN THE MIRROR
AND BE OK
I'M NOT OK
SOLD MYSELF IN MORE WAYS THEN ONE
HA FUNNY
SOMEHOW THIS ALL ENDED UP IN CAPS
GUESS THAT SHOWS HOW I'M YELLING INSIDE
WHILE INSIDE THIS CAVE I CALL A ROOM
THAT'S REALLY A HIDE OUT
SILENT
CAN'T WAKE OTHERS
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
EVERYONE TELLING ME I'LL GET THROUGH THIS
YEAH SURE, THIS WILL PASS
YEAH SURE, I'LL ADMIT MY SINS
YET AGAIN
YEA SURE, LIFE WILL GO ON
HONESTLY THOUGH
WITHIN MY HEART
I NEVER KNOW IF I BELIEVE IT
NOR IF I WANT TO
I AM MY WORST ENEMY
THIS WAS ACCEPTED LONG AGO
LONG AGO WHEN I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE THIS GIRL
THIS WOMEN
THIS LOST SOUL
THIS DEPRESSED
THIS WILLING TO HURT...
my motivation, pride, faith, and breath is all fading again
i hate reality
i hate facing whats real
i hate doing what i need to do
because i feel that i've already failed
feeling as though it's worth nothing at all
my battle has grown
my wars within myself are getting worse
the better me losing
feeling weak
out of armor and weapons to fight back
where to go from here?
sinning with what i know heals the wounds for a while
a while just long enough, just long enough to fade way
fade away and lose myself
my only break
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