Because you're gonna talk your shit either way

I've never claimed to be the girl that wasn’t going to make mistakes

or use sarcasm

inappropriate language

and whatever the fuck else you wanna refer to

to mask my pain

If I’m not meeting your expectations

well you go second to myself

so get the fuck in line

the day

if ever

that I claim I got my shit together,

and I know what direction I’m headed

the day

if ever

that I feel good enough being me

when breathing becomes easier

and you still wanna fight for attention

and you still ain't satisfied with me in your life

as a person

as a woman

whatever the fuck else you wanna refer to,

well then maybe

maybe

I’ll put you first

otherwise I’m done

done

done putting others before myself cause you know where that got me

it got me unhappy with myself

it hasn’t got me anywhere with people I tried to please

so fuck it

and fuck you

is that enough maturity for you?

or how about enough attention?

If I cared,

I’d ask for you to let me know