Finally

I'm done

And I don't think there is a more mature way of saying it

A promise in the dark
A text to ease the pain

It's not needed,
and neither are you

Too much pain
Too much I have overcame

Gave you my all
My guard came down

It wasn't enough for you
Never showing me the words you could say through moving your fingers on a keypad,
reaching me through the screen--never face to face

Remembering the first moments,
our past that grows further and further from our reach
The first moments where, before ever knowing you,
I knew
I knew we would fall,
still couldn't explain what it was
But I knew,
and what do ya know?
I was right,
you got me--
you had it--
you used it.

No more back and forth
No more
What I deserve is a full heart holding me at night,
not a heart that is unsure,
not that wrong head choosing the direction of my joy or despair

Feeling like such a fool,
but it won't last long

I know how to bounce back

I'm back,
and ready for the next to be real
to be right
to show fight
to prove to me, I'm who they really want to be with at night

I'm the girl, and they're the guy...

There are no exceptions
no secret doubts
The real deal

As it screams through my speakers,
and as I vibe with the bass--"On to the next one"

Goodbye to you, finally.