Thursday, June 30, 2011

A Call to the Past

I'm just sittin here alone
wonderin how I got here
All those promises you made,
evaporated into thin air
All the promises made,
in the dark to myself
They've all turned their back on me...just like everyone else

I can barely get outta bed each day
My strength has left this heart
mhmm
bet you can see that
I don't wanna face anotha full day this way
These tears keep gettin harder to hold back,
when I just wanna break

All I'm sayin is I'm sick of fakin it
Runnin from sunrise to sunset
for these paychecks that are gone the same damn day

FUCK someone shine a light at the end of my tunnel

Not tryin to sound all outta hope
But I've gotten to the end of my rope

You don't even know me
not like you ever cared to

Yeah, you chose your highs
and never cared about my lows

I wanna keep going
just to show ya I never needed ya

I can barely fall asleep each night
My mind never stops
 bet you can see that
I don't wanna face another night alone
These tears keep gettin harder to hold back,
when I just wanna break

All I'm sayin is I'm sick of fakin it
Gettin up only to apply a fake face
just so I can smile and make everyone think I'm aight

 GoodBye
I'll be hangin up this pen, now.