Sunday, January 5, 2014

Running on E

The pain never subsides
Tricks in the book
Google and read to relate
The scars never fade fast enough
And the reminders haunt and eat away
My soul
Burns
Torn between the voices and the sickness and the me I was,
That I want to be
Recovery
A daily process
A daily struggle 
Gain some
Lose more
Always feeling in the negative 
Running on e
Don't gas me
It won't work
Trust me
Fueling up
Falling down
Story of my life
Tune ups on the weekly
Breaking down anyway
Worth decreasing
Not feeling worth it anymore
Lost my value
Nickel and diming all my loved ones
I'm difficult
Not an easy one
So mean
When it's just me
Tune ups on the weekly
Breaking down anyway 
Running on e


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